http://gcrush.com/2009/06/why-do-we-suppress-our-sexuality/ 18+: random thoughts, ideas, and explorations I wish to share, to encourage dialogue and creative adventures Fri, 27 May 2011 12:42:06 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.2.1 http://gcrush.com/2009/06/why-do-we-suppress-our-sexuality/comment-page-1/#comment-90 margo Mon, 06 Jul 2009 09:18:16 +0000 http://gcrush.com/?p=148#comment-90 many people are conditioned to have mistaken ideas about sexuality and how they connect with their own bodies can be severely twisted by the time they find a partner(s). I look at The women whose beliefs affected my own sexual development...my Grandmother was raised in the generation that believed sex was a wifes duty and not to be enjoyed, she came from a large family, she was the 2nd oldest and spent her childhood raising and rearing 10 younger siblings...My mother was the youngest of 3 children, she was raised with out ever being told she was loved, and without hugs and kisses. (she suffered some sexual abuse and She over compensated her need for love with me ( an only child) and was over -protective and dominate. She left my bio dad when I was about 2 and married another man when I was 7 so that he could take care of us, he was much older and I could see that they were companions, she made it clear she did not enjoy sex with him. So i never saw any healthy sexual interest from my mom. I entered into marriage at the age of 21 with the desire to have a family, it was his desire too. but we never could connect passionately on a level that I see so many people doing. Just under 9 mo ago, I finally get it...A lover who truly connects with me and I with him on all the levels that two people can connect on...holding ourselves up to the utmost honesty in our relationship and exploring what I was never able to do before with anyone...I can now do for myself and share that with him, fearlessly. I think Fear and Mistaken perceptions are the culprit for much sexual dis-connection. I think it takes a person who is willing to take a really raw look at themselves and decide Sexual exploration is what they want and need. When I made my decision, the Universe came through for me in a BIG way...I have never looked back! I continue to explore the heights of pleasure with myself and my lover and its more than I ever dreamed possible...I love that you and your magical friends live so fearlessly...I am ever inspired! many people are conditioned to have mistaken ideas about sexuality and how they connect with their own bodies can be severely twisted by the time they find a partner(s). I look at The women whose beliefs affected my own sexual development…my Grandmother was raised in the generation that believed sex was a wifes duty and not to be enjoyed, she came from a large family, she was the 2nd oldest and spent her childhood raising and rearing 10 younger siblings…My mother was the youngest of 3 children, she was raised with out ever being told she was loved, and without hugs and kisses. (she suffered some sexual abuse and She over compensated her need for love with me ( an only child) and was over -protective and dominate. She left my bio dad when I was about 2 and married another man when I was 7 so that he could take care of us, he was much older and I could see that they were companions, she made it clear she did not enjoy sex with him. So i never saw any healthy sexual interest from my mom. I entered into marriage at the age of 21 with the desire to have a family, it was his desire too. but we never could connect passionately on a level that I see so many people doing. Just under 9 mo ago, I finally get it…A lover who truly connects with me and I with him on all the levels that two people can connect on…holding ourselves up to the utmost honesty in our relationship and exploring what I was never able to do before with anyone…I can now do for myself and share that with him, fearlessly. I think Fear and Mistaken perceptions are the culprit for much sexual dis-connection. I think it takes a person who is willing to take a really raw look at themselves and decide Sexual exploration is what they want and need. When I made my decision, the Universe came through for me in a BIG way…I have never looked back! I continue to explore the heights of pleasure with myself and my lover and its more than I ever dreamed possible…I love that you and your magical friends live so fearlessly…I am ever inspired!

]]> http://gcrush.com/2009/06/why-do-we-suppress-our-sexuality/comment-page-1/#comment-58 margo Mon, 06 Jul 2009 05:18:16 +0000 http://gcrush.com/?p=148#comment-58 many people are conditioned to have mistaken ideas about sexuality and how they connect with their own bodies can be severely twisted by the time they find a partner(s). I look at The women whose beliefs affected my own sexual development...my Grandmother was raised in the generation that believed sex was a wifes duty and not to be enjoyed, she came from a large family, she was the 2nd oldest and spent her childhood raising and rearing 10 younger siblings...My mother was the youngest of 3 children, she was raised with out ever being told she was loved, and without hugs and kisses. (she suffered some sexual abuse and She over compensated her need for love with me ( an only child) and was over -protective and dominate. She left my bio dad when I was about 2 and married another man when I was 7 so that he could take care of us, he was much older and I could see that they were companions, she made it clear she did not enjoy sex with him. So i never saw any healthy sexual interest from my mom. I entered into marriage at the age of 21 with the desire to have a family, it was his desire too. but we never could connect passionately on a level that I see so many people doing. Just under 9 mo ago, I finally get it...A lover who truly connects with me and I with him on all the levels that two people can connect on...holding ourselves up to the utmost honesty in our relationship and exploring what I was never able to do before with anyone...I can now do for myself and share that with him, fearlessly. I think Fear and Mistaken perceptions are the culprit for much sexual dis-connection. I think it takes a person who is willing to take a really raw look at themselves and decide Sexual exploration is what they want and need. When I made my decision, the Universe came through for me in a BIG way...I have never looked back! I continue to explore the heights of pleasure with myself and my lover and its more than I ever dreamed possible...I love that you and your magical friends live so fearlessly...I am ever inspired! many people are conditioned to have mistaken ideas about sexuality and how they connect with their own bodies can be severely twisted by the time they find a partner(s). I look at The women whose beliefs affected my own sexual development…my Grandmother was raised in the generation that believed sex was a wifes duty and not to be enjoyed, she came from a large family, she was the 2nd oldest and spent her childhood raising and rearing 10 younger siblings…My mother was the youngest of 3 children, she was raised with out ever being told she was loved, and without hugs and kisses. (she suffered some sexual abuse and She over compensated her need for love with me ( an only child) and was over -protective and dominate. She left my bio dad when I was about 2 and married another man when I was 7 so that he could take care of us, he was much older and I could see that they were companions, she made it clear she did not enjoy sex with him. So i never saw any healthy sexual interest from my mom. I entered into marriage at the age of 21 with the desire to have a family, it was his desire too. but we never could connect passionately on a level that I see so many people doing. Just under 9 mo ago, I finally get it…A lover who truly connects with me and I with him on all the levels that two people can connect on…holding ourselves up to the utmost honesty in our relationship and exploring what I was never able to do before with anyone…I can now do for myself and share that with him, fearlessly. I think Fear and Mistaken perceptions are the culprit for much sexual dis-connection. I think it takes a person who is willing to take a really raw look at themselves and decide Sexual exploration is what they want and need. When I made my decision, the Universe came through for me in a BIG way…I have never looked back! I continue to explore the heights of pleasure with myself and my lover and its more than I ever dreamed possible…I love that you and your magical friends live so fearlessly…I am ever inspired!

]]> http://gcrush.com/2009/06/why-do-we-suppress-our-sexuality/comment-page-1/#comment-25 margo Mon, 06 Jul 2009 04:18:16 +0000 http://gcrush.com/?p=148#comment-25 many people are conditioned to have mistaken ideas about sexuality and how they connect with their own bodies can be severely twisted by the time they find a partner(s). I look at The women whose beliefs affected my own sexual development...my Grandmother was raised in the generation that believed sex was a wifes duty and not to be enjoyed, she came from a large family, she was the 2nd oldest and spent her childhood raising and rearing 10 younger siblings...My mother was the youngest of 3 children, she was raised with out ever being told she was loved, and without hugs and kisses. (she suffered some sexual abuse and She over compensated her need for love with me ( an only child) and was over -protective and dominate. She left my bio dad when I was about 2 and married another man when I was 7 so that he could take care of us, he was much older and I could see that they were companions, she made it clear she did not enjoy sex with him. So i never saw any healthy sexual interest from my mom. I entered into marriage at the age of 21 with the desire to have a family, it was his desire too. but we never could connect passionately on a level that I see so many people doing. Just under 9 mo ago, I finally get it...A lover who truly connects with me and I with him on all the levels that two people can connect on...holding ourselves up to the utmost honesty in our relationship and exploring what I was never able to do before with anyone...I can now do for myself and share that with him, fearlessly. I think Fear and Mistaken perceptions are the culprit for much sexual dis-connection. I think it takes a person who is willing to take a really raw look at themselves and decide Sexual exploration is what they want and need. When I made my decision, the Universe came through for me in a BIG way...I have never looked back! I continue to explore the heights of pleasure with myself and my lover and its more than I ever dreamed possible...I love that you and your magical friends live so fearlessly...I am ever inspired! many people are conditioned to have mistaken ideas about sexuality and how they connect with their own bodies can be severely twisted by the time they find a partner(s). I look at The women whose beliefs affected my own sexual development…my Grandmother was raised in the generation that believed sex was a wifes duty and not to be enjoyed, she came from a large family, she was the 2nd oldest and spent her childhood raising and rearing 10 younger siblings…My mother was the youngest of 3 children, she was raised with out ever being told she was loved, and without hugs and kisses. (she suffered some sexual abuse and She over compensated her need for love with me ( an only child) and was over -protective and dominate. She left my bio dad when I was about 2 and married another man when I was 7 so that he could take care of us, he was much older and I could see that they were companions, she made it clear she did not enjoy sex with him. So i never saw any healthy sexual interest from my mom. I entered into marriage at the age of 21 with the desire to have a family, it was his desire too. but we never could connect passionately on a level that I see so many people doing. Just under 9 mo ago, I finally get it…A lover who truly connects with me and I with him on all the levels that two people can connect on…holding ourselves up to the utmost honesty in our relationship and exploring what I was never able to do before with anyone…I can now do for myself and share that with him, fearlessly. I think Fear and Mistaken perceptions are the culprit for much sexual dis-connection. I think it takes a person who is willing to take a really raw look at themselves and decide Sexual exploration is what they want and need. When I made my decision, the Universe came through for me in a BIG way…I have never looked back! I continue to explore the heights of pleasure with myself and my lover and its more than I ever dreamed possible…I love that you and your magical friends live so fearlessly…I am ever inspired!

]]> http://gcrush.com/2009/06/why-do-we-suppress-our-sexuality/comment-page-1/#comment-24 NoPantsDance Tue, 16 Jun 2009 06:51:20 +0000 http://gcrush.com/?p=148#comment-24 indeed.. CHEERS!! : ) indeed.. CHEERS!! : )

]]> http://gcrush.com/2009/06/why-do-we-suppress-our-sexuality/comment-page-1/#comment-23 @gcrush Tue, 16 Jun 2009 06:15:24 +0000 http://gcrush.com/?p=148#comment-23 It's so great to share such bliss with you along this adventure! Cheers to enjoying being an adult and striving for the best in life that we can achieve, in all forms of expression and adventure :) It's so great to share such bliss with you along this adventure! Cheers to enjoying being an adult and striving for the best in life that we can achieve, in all forms of expression and adventure

]]> http://gcrush.com/2009/06/why-do-we-suppress-our-sexuality/comment-page-1/#comment-22 NoPantsDance Mon, 15 Jun 2009 08:07:28 +0000 http://gcrush.com/?p=148#comment-22 i agree g. I want to be fully engulfed in the sexual experience. feeling like that overload of sexual energy is the only thing in the world that is happening. there are no worries or thoughts in the back of my mind. it is me and that other person/people exchanging the deep, raw, animalistic, sexual explosion that has only open minded pure loving intentions behind every thrust, moan, lick, and spank, mmmm hmmm <br>I used to hold back.. mostly because of a lack of love for myself, but now.. it's so hard to understand why people don't WANT to break free from what holds them back sexually. :) i agree g. I want to be fully engulfed in the sexual experience. feeling like that overload of sexual energy is the only thing in the world that is happening. there are no worries or thoughts in the back of my mind. it is me and that other person/people exchanging the deep, raw, animalistic, sexual explosion that has only open minded pure loving intentions behind every thrust, moan, lick, and spank, mmmm hmmm
I used to hold back.. mostly because of a lack of love for myself, but now.. it's so hard to understand why people don't WANT to break free from what holds them back sexually.

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