I recommend listening to this song if you read, I listened to it over and over until I finished. I like to do that with my writing. enjoy

“YOU HAVE FIRM CONVICTIONS-STAND STRONG BEHIND THEM”

that was my fortune in my cookie tonight, and thus:

when I am writing, I am writing from the truths(convictions) that I am experiencing and gaining while on this path of challenge, life, and love. I am compelled to share, while I live free, in the moment each and every moment to express what feels good and what brings calm to my soul. my astrological sign is cancer, and let me tell you, this cancer has dramatically reduced the hardness of her shell over the past 6 years. it has been one of the most enjoyable experiences of my life. thanks to the taurus that is always by my side.

Freedom

this is me being me, always improving to be a better lover and partner for shone, I do not wish to cause him turmoil, burdens, drama, and hurt. I love him so much that it is a painful self reflection if I should catch myself sharing anything less than my highest energy with him. he is the love of my life, to share my love with him I choose to live by a pursuit of freedom. FREEDOM allows me time and thought and to exist in the present moment, lightly structured around defining connections that are uncontrollable (areas of non freedom). by giving my love to shone, each and every last breathe, I am returned by BAZILLIONS of his love and devotion. our bond is a flow of lead and follow, share, and push forward. we receive each others criticism well, because we understand that it comes from a place of respect and compassion, and each break through provides for more opportunities of freedom. our love fuels our ability to work together as business partners 24/7. As lovers and business partners, shone and I are highly motivated to obtain more freedoms in our life. There is no stopping, no giving up, no trying, only doing.

kindness

I understand kindness, I focus my attention to try and learn more kindness each and everyday. the more kindness I discover, the more kindness I share with shone; the more kindness I share with myself; the more kindness I am able to share with others. shone is one of the kindest energies I have ever encountered. it’s the most joyous thing in the world; spending so much time by his side.

*any act of unkindness from anybody around us is transmitted between us, hence the struggle in our ability to be around anything less than kind energies. we love each other too much to put too much of that energy into each other.

love

he surrounds me with love and care. he tucks me in at night, he watches to make sure I make it down the stairs safely, he is patient and will take as much time with kindness as needed, wether it’s to get me in the water, (lake tahoe is pretty cold, and I am a whimp) or sit back and watch as I break through a less than desireable habitual pattern (addicted to emotions). he will go to the store for me at any moments notice, (even though his moments are sometimes hours ) he is still always available to provide me with help. he will hold my hair, he will go to the store and buy my midol and tampons, he knows how much I love coconut water, and herb. he is kind and patient as I mature and connect to the woman inside of me, and my sexuality. his love is the deepest and most unconditional love I have ever received from anyone or myself. he inspires me to let in more love each and everyday. I am aware of so much love right now, and can only imagine what each year is going to bring. I love life, I love adventure, I love exploring, I love you! I really do! there is even a reasonable possibility that I love everybody on this planet and beyond. Which is why I always want the best out of everything, for everyone. The more love we can all feel, the more we raise a level of consciousness in all of our connections. Have you ever seen the water molecule experiment on “What the Bleep do We Know?”. watch it, enjoy it, think about it. Love is very powerful, yes I do believe this to be so. More powerful than any of us could ever know.

loving you! as @souleye always tweets! I love it

@gcrush