daddy,

I will always be your little girl, I wish for you more light and comforts on your journey beyond this existence. you have my heart and intentions throughout this entire universe.

* thank you for always having so much love and faith in me, even while our views and perspectives about this life were so opposing.

* thank you for showing me the magnificence about the simple things in life

* thank you for getting down on a cold ass hunting trip with mom!!! I was conceived in the forest and it is a part of me that will always fill my days and adventures with magik and bliss.

thanks to you daddy, I learned how to

1. live the “peterbuilt” life, I was a great co-pilot in the big rigs and will continue to be a great co-pilot in shone’s and my adventures near and far
2. rig my own fishing pole, clean my own fish: I will continue to put the work and focus into everything that I want. I love the doing!!!
3. learn the 50 capitals even though the school lesson was to just learn the 50 states: I still to this day go above and beyond the typical, I dive deep and I search for more always. The path and the rabbit hole never ends daddy. You will see too.
4. not too run off into the forest alone. life and adventure is not to take for granted. Be aware, and always know my surroudings: you’ll be happy to know that you and shone share the same view. He is a magikal man daddy, you never had the chance to meet him, but i know you can feel the love that he has for me. Your little girl that you love so much will always be surrounded by exactly that amount of love, and so much more!! I am well looked after and loved daddy, yes, yes I am.
5. not to get too interested in boys, until that right one could truly look after me and share the life I always dreamed for. I am very happy right now knowing that you understand I found him.

By your living example, I learned not to keep a closed mind about life and others, I know you loved me dad, but it truly hurt, the lack of compassion you chose to withhold from others. This world and life is a lot bigger than I believe you were ever even aware of. The way you lived your life helped me stay focused and give my very best, love is the answer. For that lesson, I will always be grateful. You gave me a lot of freedom as a parent, I will always be grateful for you not pushing or enforcing your beliefs onto me. I can’t tell you how much I will always appreciate this. I made some mistakes, but because of your unconditional love, I was able to find true happiness.

Thank you for understanding my inability to be there at the end. It makes me feel magnificent knowing that my absence did not impact the love that you know we have. I will continue moving forward, living, and growing. Your life will always have a magikal impact. I will forever and always love you with everything that I am.

daddy’s little girl

@gcrush