I’m the worst! I know it! I never really think about what I feel like wearing until the last minute! and man does this knowledge bite me in the ass more than once! It’s not that I don’t love to get dressed up and figure out what I am going to wear, it’s just that it’s never really possible for me to think about what I am doing next week, let alone the next day.
I need to change this pattern. I need to flag my thoughts, so that as a performance or party is coming up, I will remember that I am terrible about preparing my outfit, and start as soon as I can. I will have more determination to set out time and intention.
I’m quite fortunate that I live with @nopantdance. She saves me time and time and time again. We make a great team, I help her with transitioning to a different eating lifestyle, and she helps me transition to a more prepared fashion lifestyle!
hooray!
p.s. I’ll post a picture once the full look is on and looking smokin HOT! I’m really looking forward to this party in SF! It marks a new adventure in our relationship!
have a great weekend you guys, if you are in reno, go out and check out 210 North Saturday night. Not our usual kind of playground, you know how us “freaks” go, but I love that our group can mold and play in all types of playgrounds! Makes it a better way to share so many different experiences with so many of your friends at once. The Black Rock City Allstars and bohoburlesque are warming up the night for Freq Nasty! Go get your dancing on!! It is going to be great energy, in a beautiful venue, and there is sure to be a lot of hugs and smiles!
my mind is so peaceful yet so full of inspiration and vision. I started to have these moments on a regular basis when shone and I got together. It’s a beautiful journey, I’m so grateful for every single thought and exploration. I have learned more about myself over the past years than I have learned all of my life. and as some as you know I am turning 34 this month, so I have had plenty of time on this earth so far to spend time with myself. or have I?
the other night while I was bartending, I took notice of my present moment. something I realized that I have not been doing at the bar. Usually I am running around trying to tend to everyone’s needs, anticipating what they need before they need it, because I always love to make sure everybody is having a great time. Though my actions always made it impossible for me to spend time and connect. And at times I realized that I had been allowing the bar to wear me down. I was losing a lot of energy on the bar, and coming home exhausted. Needing more time to recover, and then of course allowing my best friends mary and tuaca to play a whole lot more than I really want them too.
So tuesday night while I was taking note of my present moment, I stopped to see what was going on around me. This is what I saw.
I saw the man I love, the man who fills my heart and vibrations with so much magic standing behind the bar pouring a drink for one of our customers. I saw @nopantsdance flirting and giggling and flashing her boobies behind the bar… ( I am training her after all to be a bartender, and I am here to train her to be the best she can be! ) I saw my work “husband” chris taking dishes back to be washed (because I refuse to use the chemicals that are needed when washing them by hands, yes Nate knows this, because it makes my hands dry and crackly, and this girl is in pictures, and that is just not acceptable, but most importantly I love myself too much than too allow the chemicals to be on my body!)
I saw a room full of amazing artists, @metaphysical1 and @auditorycanvas playing on their new tools, entertaining the crowd, I saw a room full of big smiles and lots of hugs. I had new customers on our nights asking what was this place? ha ha, they couldn’t believe the great energy and fun that was happening on a tuesday night! (yes they will return)
I just stood there, standing still, and just looking around. It was such an amazing and beautiful scene. Everybody working together and sharing great times. Why not, Tuesday night is just as good as any other night. Live in the present!
So then it dawned on me, it hit me so hard I almost started crying. Tears of joy of course. I realized again how much I loved shone. How much I loved that he is always right beside me, no matter where I am at. He’s now bartending and learning the bar so that on my shifts he can come back and help out. Which gives me more time to slow down, and spend quality time with so many of the people that come in to visit. It saves some of my energy so that I don’t need so much recovery time from running all night. He allows me more time to be me. To slow down, breathe, and have a lot of fun. To really take in the surroundings, and truly appreciate every second I am spending at the bar.
Then it really HIT me!!! I’m not sure if anybody was watching, but my knees almost buckled. Buckled from the realization:
Meeting shone and sharing time and love with this man, has given me an opportunity to be myself. To get to know myself, to know what I like, what makes me feel good, what provides for my creative blissful self. Shone’s love and our relationship has given me wings. I’ve had the opportunity to pull away from all of the things that were not making me happy, all of the patterns that were causing malfunctions in my living. Not that I was completely malfunctioned, ( I honestly thought that I was so independent, and that I could do anything alone, because I could always work so hard and never quit on anything, the bigger the challenge, the more I gave! FAIL ) More importantly his love just brought out the love that I feel for myself and for life! It was the missing element, the missing puzzle piece.
I enjoy each and every day that we share. Waking up each day is the best ever! Always ready for whatever magic the universe and our love brings!
and now, every tuesday and wednesday, I have an even bigger smile, and more energy walking in and preparing for the greatest nights ever! It’s a much better energy for me to share with my friends: all of the amazing people that share their love and time on tues and wed nights rocking away at the amendment21. I am forever grateful!
1. one that promotes my health longevity and creativity
or
2. one that keeps me distracted and or occupied without any ability to look after my own needs
where do you want to be? I would like to hear about it. I’ve been exploring the internet lately, learning about all kinds of things! I am so inspired and in love with life a bazillion times more! If you wish to follow my internet explorations, I welcome you to check out my tumblr(s). Look around, create your own. Have some fun!
we had a very productive boho sunday!! it started out with @dubled, we discussed blogging, internets, web caming, browsing, tumblr, and getting her up and active online. it was wonderful getting to spend some 1 on 1 time with @dubled, such a beautiful goddess with so much heart and love for life.
then @heatherlinbell and @nopantsdance came over and we discussed the future of bohocrush magazine and being available online on web cam for tour guides for the new community on bohocrush once we launch!
all in all a fantastic female bonding and internet loving day! goddess energy and bonding is really important to us, and I am so thankful to be uniting with some very amazing, powerful, creative, and sexual creatures.
I played the full DVD of ashes and snow for my guests. Sometimes you can communicate so well by sharing your inspiration. we all agreed that feeling more grounded to earth, and life is something we are all yearning for. the video really brought out things within all of us that really brought us together on an entirely new level.
Soon we are going to start having Raw food dinner parties while we work. More and more of our boho crowd are interested and wanting to eat more raw. I am elated!!
It’s great to share things with others when they have chosen something on their own behalf. There are bazillions of activities to do in this world, and if you are just living, and enjoying life, you will always find plenty of others who like or who are on the same path of which you can share your bliss with!
would you consider yourself a creative person (and by all means creativity comes in all different avenues, so whatever you do don’t sell yourself short!!!) ? what level of creativity would you rank yourself on a scale of 1-10? how important is your creative life to you, the part of your human condition where you get to free flow a bit, and follow your inspirations?
would you consider yourself a sexual person? meaning how often a day do you visualize, think, wonder, search, explore, communicate, are curious, or have sex? and please be honest with yourselves. you are not going to be struck down by lightning, and you are not going to get grounded by your parents!
and now, if you are not thinking of it enough everyday, then how are you going to change that?
my point is this:
we are human. we have to eat, we have to sleep, we have to eliminate. are we all still agreeing at this point? we all have hormonal bodily influences that naturally cause us to feel stimulated, aroused, or in heat. some of us use this call of the wild to procreate, (have children) others use this call of the wild to satisfy their carnal urges.
we are human: we love to create, build nests, places where we feel “comfortable”,( watch out if you are talking to a cancer, we will go on and on how important our nest is to us!) places that inspire us to live, to be creative, to entertain.
okay, so now that we are all sexual and creative creatures, are we all creatively having sex?
Now that we are being 100% honest with each other, I want us to think how often we are adding creativity to our sex lives. Why? because as a human, we cannot actually think that having sex in the same position, in the same room, at the same time, with the same person for a lifetime is going to actually satisfy our sexual appetite? Why, because we are humans, and can’t we agree that this situation is not being human?
yes I said the same person. I know you have all heard me say how much I love shone, and that I think he is the greatest human to ever walk this planet. Everyday with him is the best ever! I have never known a love so great so magical, and so radiating! The greatest sexual experience ever!! yet I can still say that my sexuality would be stifled if he were the only human I were to have sex with for the rest of my life. I’m very curious, I love to experience amazing levels of energy and exchange with people. Sex is one of them.
I will say, that when it comes to that point, where we have found another, or others to creatively mix into our bedroom, that the energy, the magic, and the creativity they share will be at the same care and love and place where I am at with shone.
We are calling out the best sexual experiences possible, opportunities to explore our curiosities and creativities that fully satisfy our sexual appetites.
I think that love is a magical energy, and I think there are ways to experience this love on so many different levels. Make your experiences the best ever in life. It is up to you!
grow
share
evolve
communicate
understand what it is that turns you on
take the time to get to know yourself
find a partner who shares your views of life and sexuality
A major life occurring pattern just became aware to me tonight in a 100% okay I finally get it now manner. A theme that has entered my thoughts through 3 different channels. The theme: Reactions.
1. I read about reaction decision making and the weaknesses it contributes to in Seth Godin’s Tribes:
2. While in a conversation with Shone, he mentioned that decisions are not best based on reactions, because to react is not living as highest self ( because it takes away from the constant state of being = blissful living) a moment of thought and time and intention needs to be set, in order to receive the information, process it, and then navigate. This way the decision is not based on an emotional level. (emotional that can be highs and lows and not necessarily stable info)
3. As I am watching the series finale of Lost, I notice that the characters on the island, keep running around, emotionally reacting to everything, trying to fix everything and everybody, vs just living, and then of course the theme was brought up in the show! WOW
**I wish to no longer try to live in the past paced, emotional reacting, state of life, I want peace and calm and love for every single second I breath. This is my mantra, I repeat it OFTEN!!
this evening shone and I shared another conversation about life, our future, and what and how we wish to navigate this journey. talking about love, and explorations, our adventures, and what parts of life we really wish to be experiencing, and putting our love, focus, and intention there. these moments of this path are so enjoyable and enrich my heart and soul with so much vibrations. sometimes I feel like it is putting gas in the tank. I have many more miles to drive, and sometimes a fill up is just what this girl needs!
the energy is really building momentum around these parts, and generating higher energies, I almost feel like at times nothing is real, and I am just floating here in life, an observer, cause what I am feeling and understanding is so way beyond what I thought I could have ever imagined.
I feel lighter in life and a better connection developing with all of my interactions and social worlds. Truly genuine connections based on love, inspiration, kindness, and compassion, full of hope and support! Always wanting the best for all!
**sometimes I still let myself get a little wore down and whiny, and then I make poor decisions based on a reaction. I am learning, and I am open to understanding that I need to change some belief patterns, cause if anything in this world makes me feel anything less than amazing, then I know that there is something that I still need to tweak, a perspective, reaction or idea, that is still conflicting with the path that I am calling out. I am humble, and I am planning on spending a lifetime appreciating the beautiful lessons of life.
but then I quickly jump back into the awareness, the awareness that only I have this ability to stay in my bliss, and that whatever I do or don’t do is the only action that is going to affect this. I love to always be humbled by life. I am forever grateful!
care to share your thoughts……you’ve listened to mine, I’d be happy to listen to yours.
this girl wants a cyber playground where she can flirt, frolick, and satisfy her life’s curiosities surrounded by all kinds of magical earthlings, familiar and ones yet to meet.
this girl is super stoked that the man she loves is working on it!
I woke up today in the best mood ever! I am full of love and gratitude today! The feeling is pouring out of me and I like it! I feel amazing! I feel light, empty (as in digestive organs and tract) and humming along. My mind is clear, super alert, and every single cell in my body is singing LOVE LOVE LOVE!
I started to make my super delicious smoothie this morning:
handful of frozen blueberries
2 oranges
1/2 cup of strawberries
1 cup of kale
1 pink of cilantro
1 cup of coconut water
2 tblspoons of cinnamon
2 tblspoons of flax meal
2 tablspoons of chia seeds
1 tsp of agave nectar
while I was loading it up into the vita mix, all of the amazing and loving raw food community came to mind! Their love was pouring in through their tweets, their blogs, and their communities! They have been a constant reminder to me, have always provided me with love and inspiration, and have always been there, no matter what up or down I was on my raw food journey!
I am truly grateful!
I have always been one to surround myself with the things that inspire me. No matter where I turn, there is always something so beautiful, so grounding , and so uplifting. Today I am full of love! and I wanted to share my love with some of these amazing individuals!
1. @Dhrumil(twitter) here is where my internet connection began.
Up until I started following dhrumil on twitter, I had tried the raw food lifestyle, been moderately successful with it, but was not able to maintain my journey. I need support. I needed reminders. I needed to see others living and breathing, and learn from their habits. Dhrumil was the first connection that really got me hooked! I love following his adventures. He is way too fucking amazing for words! If any of you are on any similar kind of path as mine, I highly recommend you surrounding yourself with his influences. You’ll be thanking yourself someday just like I was this morning!!!
I instantly fell in love with philip. I connected with him I would say a year after he started his raw food journey, right around the time he started his 100 day juice feast. Philip’s story is so highly motivating!!! He lost 200 pounds in 2 years by turning to the raw food lifestyle, after trying every single option out there!! Read his story here. He is on a magical journey, and one that I think you should be exposed to! I know that it has kept hope and determination in my soul.
I fell in love with Justin and Heidi. A couple sharing adventures and the raw food lifestyle. They are so amazing. Their love and determination are very catching. They are so real, and share so much of their path with their readers. It’s highly contagious! I followed along on twitter while Justin broke his caffeine addiction! So inspiring, he is supposed to be coming out with an ebook soon to help us all out, (if we should seek it). Heidi is so honest, and so nurtering, her love and desire to share their raw food path is nothing short of amazing!
One of the reasons I am so excited to move to SF is so that I can visit this magical restaurant more frequently! There is nothing quite like the experiences that I have had at this place. Full of happy and magically wonderful people and food. When you sit down and order, you’ll recognize some amazing affirmations! I was so grateful when they got on twitter! I love having them in my twitterscope, I receive so much on my inspiration from twitter!
Although there are many more amazing influences, I have to say that this was my beginning! These elements have been consistent with my needs for years now! I am so grateful to receive their love and support! I honestly believe that much of my happiness comes from these amazing earthlings! Since them other magical earthlings have sprouted up, but I will save them for another post. I just really wanted to send all my love and appreciation today to these remarkable and absolutely amazing people!
a couple of hours ago I was writing an article about nude awareness. I’ll tell you where you can read this article soon. once I completed the article, I got to thinking, and images of photos and memories started to come out of nowhere. I actually had a chance to get on shones computer (can you believe it!) and dug up some very old archives of myself. wow! wow! wow! I thought the pictures were just too great to not share! so I thought that I would share my journey with you all. In this adventure, I have learned that it is all about the journey, and it’s important to enjoy every step, and love yourself throughout!
and so the story begins:
once upon a time shone wanted to start taking pictures. so, he got a camera, and he informed georgette that he was going to start taking pictures of her.
he then proceeded to inform her that he wanted to start taking more and more nude pictures of her. he took her on her first trip to the nude beach at Lake Tahoe. got her completely naked and had whoopy with her! She was hooked. Although there were no cameras present, shone had a master plan. little did she know what she was getting herself into!
ahhhh yes, she learned quickly that regardless of how all natural you wish to live, there is always some kind of preparation that must be accomplished for the lense.
once georgette started to see herself more in pictures, she started to learn more about body awareness, and how to start playing and enjoying being in front of the lense.
soon she realized that she wanted to make some changes. the changes she wanted too see was her health and appearance. instead of starving herself and using fad diets, she started to learn more about the raw food lifestyle. she was always more concerned with her health, and how she felt, verses how thin she needed to appear.
at some point, she felt that she wished to experiment with more hair and makeup styles in front of the camera.
and of course, all of this was even more magical, because she was sharing this journey with the man she loved, the artist of bohocrush.
she really enjoyed the raw lifestyle, it really started to give her more and more body awareness and confidence in front of shones camera.
I am so full of love and appreciation! I am thankful and will always cherish the early years! I learned a lot about myself, and once again, after going down memory lane, am so inspired to learn even more about myself, to explore the lense further, and to really get back to the raw lifestyle! I love bohocrush!
sometimes I think I can be a real handful, even for myself! ha ha I am so appreciative of shones love. I must admit I am really enjoying (5 Days now) of being completely sober, and about 80% raw! I know it’s just the first week. but the feeling and outlook that it’s creating is magical! It feels so great to just jump in and do it all at once! The fruits and veggies are very calming and I can feel them nourishing and healing me. Like I said mary, I’m not leaving you behind entirely, there is nothing better than a magical carpet ride, however, I am going to save those for special occasions and not daily living.
I’ve been getting high daily for almost 2 years now, and I it was fun, but I like to change it up! I am feeling more energy return. This is exactly what I was after. It went much further than just breaking my daily addiction to coffee. I am Elated for my new freedoms I am regaining.
Dearest friends, no worries, you can smoke and drink all you want. Even around me, it’s not tempting, and I would never wish for anybody to change their ways just because I am. I love you and would miss you dearly if I did not see you around!
I’m really looking forward to this party in SF! It marks a new adventure in our relationship!
